"SQ17... 1145pm... hmm..." 我望着flight information board.... 内心非常 excited... midnight 的airport aircon, super 冷... almost time 了... 快去belt 37 吧...
一个星期前，收到了她的sms...
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"hey, its me. Are you going to be very busy for the next few weeks? *hugz* miss you"
"hi baby! its been so long! i miss you! where have you been? I'm not very busy nowadays. Its going to be Christmas soon! so work's slowed a little."
"Thinking. Straightening out my thoughts. Great. I'm coming over then. Will email you when I'm home. ttyl."
回家后看了看email... 原来她临时决定来看我，就马上买了机票。piang...
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biang... 12月 的 singapore.... everyday 下雨... 是不是global warming? 为什么这么冷?? then somemore snowcity 搬到 airport 了.... air con 冷到~~~~~~
两手插进 pocket... 好冷... 我望着地上，看着我的shoes... 发呆... 好像念英国的冬天....
hmm.. 突然有个人 stopped in front of me. 我抬起了头... in front of me, 站着个有一点点chubby, but skin 很好, bak jiu si bei dua liap 的女孩
"ah..." biang... 在美女面前，便哑巴了... mouth 里好像有potato 一样... tio stuck...
"aaah!!!!!" 她尖叫了一声, trolley push aside 就 pounce on me... wa lao! confirm 很多人听到... also 还好我壮如牛! easily 抱得起她... 2 1/2 year army.. 不是骗人的ok!
美... 在雨天无聊时上网在internet 认识的你... 又在冷冷的雨天终于遇见了你.... 你赢了lor...
Monday, December 3, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
你在哪里....
星期五.. gloomy day... long weekend 的前夕...
好久好久没有她的消息了，她失踪了，MIA....
每天我都会上MSN, frequently check 看看她有没有online... 这么的miss 她... 是爱吗? 爱情就是黑洞..... 扭曲我所有..... 我想要爱你却迷失了我自己..... 真的分不出来.... 给的是不是真爱..... 游戏我玩不起来..... *duh* 张震岳 像devil 一样, 在我mind 里面开始唱歌....
"oi, what happen to you? 你好象瘦了。" 星期三，和 Josephine 到 sakae sushi 吃。wa lao.. 是我没胃口吃，还是 sakae sushi 的 standard drop 了?
"我失恋 liao lor" 我毫不在乎，又认证的说。
"siao ah! 你是monk ok! 像我这样漂亮的 lady，你都不要。你会失恋？" Josephine 和我是好久的朋友了。以前她也爱过我，她的早餐，情书，泪水我都收过了。but in the end, 我还是拒绝了她，和 C 在一起。 then who knows, 到最后 C dump 了我.... 奸女人。现在的Josephine，从 almost 的 lover, 到很好的朋友。漂亮的 Josephine, 头发长长，小小的鼻子，厚厚 sexy 的 pouty lips, 眼睛小小，but 很会放电。recently 不知道有多少 guys 被她电到。SGH 的 A&E 一定多了几起 heart attack case 了。有空没空还会电电我 for fun。看了 heartbeat 会 increase 的 oh!
"aiya, remember that internet girl i told u about?"
"har? 那个你 everyday 会聊天的那个？你玩太多 computer game liao lah! virtual 聊天也会fall in love meh?"
"很久没有聊了...."
"很久没有碰女人是吗？来来抱一下" 她open up 她的arms... act like 要抱我一样。"怎么啦，这么性感的女孩你都不要？" 她换了个姿势，摆个 sexy pose.
"bo liao" 一盘tuna sushi 刚刚"走"过... 我拿了放在她面前... "吃 tuna lah, tuna 比你 sexy"
"她叫什么名？"
"你猜？荷花的名字。Aurora, Charlene, Fabiola, Mayla...."
"bo liao. 我又不是在上吴忠宪的节目。"
"truth is, 她不见很久了。我有点 worried. 因为她有 suffer from depression 过。then 也 try to 自杀过。担心 lor.... I really feel that we are very close lor... we really felt a connection with one another. at least I do. 我们有 video call, skype, even call each other's handphone.... then.." 我choke 到自己的口水。要跟这个zar bo 讲这么多 meh...
"then 什么?" 边问边吃 tuna, then 装一幅很好吃的样子. 她看太多 japan hour 了。
"其他的不用讲 liao mah.... 你都知道了... but then... hai... then 她还说她喜欢我 lor.... "
Josephine 差一点 choke 到她的 green tea. "wa lao! hahaha 你是创世纪超级纯情大处男 ah? hahahahaha"
"idiot... 不讲了!" 我拿了tissue 给还在大笑的她。 "抹嘴啦！你吐 green tea liao lah"
这时，超级无敌迟到的sharon finally 到了。
"what did I miss? so funny ah?"
"nothing.. hahahahaha" 如果现在是在别的地方的话，Josephine 因该已经躺在地上大笑了。
对一个没有见过面的人，能有这么强烈的感觉吗？这种感觉，是思念吗？这般思念，是爱吗？她现在，在哪里？在做什么？为什么不见了...
王菲乘我不注意的时候，把张震岳踢掉，拿起我脑海里的mike.....
好久好久没有她的消息了，她失踪了，MIA....
每天我都会上MSN, frequently check 看看她有没有online... 这么的miss 她... 是爱吗? 爱情就是黑洞..... 扭曲我所有..... 我想要爱你却迷失了我自己..... 真的分不出来.... 给的是不是真爱..... 游戏我玩不起来..... *duh* 张震岳 像devil 一样, 在我mind 里面开始唱歌....
"oi, what happen to you? 你好象瘦了。" 星期三，和 Josephine 到 sakae sushi 吃。wa lao.. 是我没胃口吃，还是 sakae sushi 的 standard drop 了?
"我失恋 liao lor" 我毫不在乎，又认证的说。
"siao ah! 你是monk ok! 像我这样漂亮的 lady，你都不要。你会失恋？" Josephine 和我是好久的朋友了。以前她也爱过我，她的早餐，情书，泪水我都收过了。but in the end, 我还是拒绝了她，和 C 在一起。 then who knows, 到最后 C dump 了我.... 奸女人。现在的Josephine，从 almost 的 lover, 到很好的朋友。漂亮的 Josephine, 头发长长，小小的鼻子，厚厚 sexy 的 pouty lips, 眼睛小小，but 很会放电。recently 不知道有多少 guys 被她电到。SGH 的 A&E 一定多了几起 heart attack case 了。有空没空还会电电我 for fun。看了 heartbeat 会 increase 的 oh!
"aiya, remember that internet girl i told u about?"
"har? 那个你 everyday 会聊天的那个？你玩太多 computer game liao lah! virtual 聊天也会fall in love meh?"
"很久没有聊了...."
"很久没有碰女人是吗？来来抱一下" 她open up 她的arms... act like 要抱我一样。"怎么啦，这么性感的女孩你都不要？" 她换了个姿势，摆个 sexy pose.
"bo liao" 一盘tuna sushi 刚刚"走"过... 我拿了放在她面前... "吃 tuna lah, tuna 比你 sexy"
"她叫什么名？"
"你猜？荷花的名字。Aurora, Charlene, Fabiola, Mayla...."
"bo liao. 我又不是在上吴忠宪的节目。"
"truth is, 她不见很久了。我有点 worried. 因为她有 suffer from depression 过。then 也 try to 自杀过。担心 lor.... I really feel that we are very close lor... we really felt a connection with one another. at least I do. 我们有 video call, skype, even call each other's handphone.... then.." 我choke 到自己的口水。要跟这个zar bo 讲这么多 meh...
"then 什么?" 边问边吃 tuna, then 装一幅很好吃的样子. 她看太多 japan hour 了。
"其他的不用讲 liao mah.... 你都知道了... but then... hai... then 她还说她喜欢我 lor.... "
Josephine 差一点 choke 到她的 green tea. "wa lao! hahaha 你是创世纪超级纯情大处男 ah? hahahahaha"
"idiot... 不讲了!" 我拿了tissue 给还在大笑的她。 "抹嘴啦！你吐 green tea liao lah"
这时，超级无敌迟到的sharon finally 到了。
"what did I miss? so funny ah?"
"nothing.. hahahahaha" 如果现在是在别的地方的话，Josephine 因该已经躺在地上大笑了。
对一个没有见过面的人，能有这么强烈的感觉吗？这种感觉，是思念吗？这般思念，是爱吗？她现在，在哪里？在做什么？为什么不见了...
王菲乘我不注意的时候，把张震岳踢掉，拿起我脑海里的mike.....
Sunday, July 8, 2007
你要来吗?
星期天，又是雨天。
好久没洗车了, cos too lazy. 昨天决定wash it, cos 很dirty 了。finally 车清洁了，then the stupid sky decide to rain today. 妈的。
下午到了tampines看看Hokkaido Fair... 好多人... food 也不是很好吃。咳。我的standard raise 了，不是新鲜的seafood，吃了都不爽。
"I'm missing you now, at Hokkaido." 我很无聊的mms了我的荷花。我找个corner, 拍了myself in front of this big big sign that says 北海道。
逛了逛tampines, 真受不了。so many people! so crowded! 正要回家时....
"Don't stay there for too long! If you do, who is to bring me around when I come to Singapore? :)" 好惊人的sms... 我send 了她一个"what do to you mean?!" but 她也没reply 了。 哇靠！要害我 have sleepless night ah!
好久没洗车了, cos too lazy. 昨天决定wash it, cos 很dirty 了。finally 车清洁了，then the stupid sky decide to rain today. 妈的。
下午到了tampines看看Hokkaido Fair... 好多人... food 也不是很好吃。咳。我的standard raise 了，不是新鲜的seafood，吃了都不爽。
"I'm missing you now, at Hokkaido." 我很无聊的mms了我的荷花。我找个corner, 拍了myself in front of this big big sign that says 北海道。
逛了逛tampines, 真受不了。so many people! so crowded! 正要回家时....
"Don't stay there for too long! If you do, who is to bring me around when I come to Singapore? :)" 好惊人的sms... 我send 了她一个"what do to you mean?!" but 她也没reply 了。 哇靠！要害我 have sleepless night ah!
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Letter 信
今天收到了lily 的email。
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My Dear Dear Prince,
I'm so sorry for not coming online. I know you've been waiting online for me to come on. I'm just so tired, so tired of everything. So tired of coming online and having people asking me how am I doing, so tired of seeing emails. I know everyone one of you meant well, and are really concern about me. But I'm just so tired of replying and saying the same thing over and over again. I'm ok, I'm ok, don't worry. So tired of seeing people taking pity in me, so tired of crying, so tired of crying myself to sleep, so tired of thinking, so tired of being tired
I shun my friends, I shun my colleagues. I don't know who else he has been sleeping with. I don't want to double guess everyone. I don't want the fear of half expecting someone to just say "Actually I slept with him too."
I quit my jobs. I've quit my Customs work, and quit as a teacher. I cannot face seeing these people with red and swollen eyes everyday. I hating waking up in the morning and having to go out and put on a pretentious mask again. I want to tell people I am not ok, I am depress, I am upset, but I can't. I don't want anyone to take pity in me. I don't want help. I just want to be alone.
Every day I stay in bed. I stayed at home. I do nothing but cry, sleep, and stare. I don't want to, but I don't want to do anything else too. The pain is just too much. Who can I trust now? Who can I turn to? There is only you, but you are so far away, I don't want to think about it. I do not know if the day will come when I will meet you, to bury myself in your arms; to cry; to sigh. I don't know, so I will not think about it anymore. But do know you will always have a special place in my heart, my dear dear prince halfway round the world. You are for keeps.
I will be leaving this place for a while. I want to leave the phone behind, the laptop behind. I will try to leave all the memories behind, good or bad. I want to breath for a while, to totally totally lost myself and not be connect in any way to anyone anywhere. I want to go somewhere to rest and try to find myself again. I am writing to you to let you know I will always love you. No matter where I am, I will always remember you. The time we spent chatting the night and day away, the songs, the picture, the music, and the very short but sweet phone calls. Zen's "I remember you" will always remind me of you, because it is the first song you dedicate to me. "Try to remember", Beyond's "喜欢你" will always be your songs to me. I would love to hear you sing them, but I will not think about it now.
I'm going to 100 Miles House for a while. I do not know for how long, but I will let you know when I come back. Love you always. ttyl. mmmmmmmmmmmuah.
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100 Miles House 在哪里?! google 了一下下。原来是在canada 的一个地方，好像是个quite nice的地方。可以ski, 可以golf, 有山有水有雪有rodeo有dog sledding，好像是个很relaxing 的place。我也好想去.........
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My Dear Dear Prince,
I'm so sorry for not coming online. I know you've been waiting online for me to come on. I'm just so tired, so tired of everything. So tired of coming online and having people asking me how am I doing, so tired of seeing emails. I know everyone one of you meant well, and are really concern about me. But I'm just so tired of replying and saying the same thing over and over again. I'm ok, I'm ok, don't worry. So tired of seeing people taking pity in me, so tired of crying, so tired of crying myself to sleep, so tired of thinking, so tired of being tired
I shun my friends, I shun my colleagues. I don't know who else he has been sleeping with. I don't want to double guess everyone. I don't want the fear of half expecting someone to just say "Actually I slept with him too."
I quit my jobs. I've quit my Customs work, and quit as a teacher. I cannot face seeing these people with red and swollen eyes everyday. I hating waking up in the morning and having to go out and put on a pretentious mask again. I want to tell people I am not ok, I am depress, I am upset, but I can't. I don't want anyone to take pity in me. I don't want help. I just want to be alone.
Every day I stay in bed. I stayed at home. I do nothing but cry, sleep, and stare. I don't want to, but I don't want to do anything else too. The pain is just too much. Who can I trust now? Who can I turn to? There is only you, but you are so far away, I don't want to think about it. I do not know if the day will come when I will meet you, to bury myself in your arms; to cry; to sigh. I don't know, so I will not think about it anymore. But do know you will always have a special place in my heart, my dear dear prince halfway round the world. You are for keeps.
I will be leaving this place for a while. I want to leave the phone behind, the laptop behind. I will try to leave all the memories behind, good or bad. I want to breath for a while, to totally totally lost myself and not be connect in any way to anyone anywhere. I want to go somewhere to rest and try to find myself again. I am writing to you to let you know I will always love you. No matter where I am, I will always remember you. The time we spent chatting the night and day away, the songs, the picture, the music, and the very short but sweet phone calls. Zen's "I remember you" will always remind me of you, because it is the first song you dedicate to me. "Try to remember", Beyond's "喜欢你" will always be your songs to me. I would love to hear you sing them, but I will not think about it now.
I'm going to 100 Miles House for a while. I do not know for how long, but I will let you know when I come back. Love you always. ttyl. mmmmmmmmmmmuah.
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100 Miles House 在哪里?! google 了一下下。原来是在canada 的一个地方，好像是个quite nice的地方。可以ski, 可以golf, 有山有水有雪有rodeo有dog sledding，好像是个很relaxing 的place。我也好想去.........
Sunday, June 17, 2007
她他
Sunday, 雨天
Lily已经有好多天没有online 了。
她和他，在一起5年了。他是她friend 的friend。在一个trip 时认识的。在一起5 years了。感情还好。她every morning 会make breakfast 给他。工作时会send sms给他;睡觉之前会想他。等他下班;等他回家;等他过生日;等他过christmas.他送她的每一封信，每一个sms,每一朵玫瑰,每个回忆，她都保留着。Lily对他就像古天乐对张伯之一样:只疼他一个，宠他，不会骗他，答应他的每一件事情都会做到，对他说的每一句话都是真心话；不欺负他，不骂他，相信他；他开心她就陪他开心，他不开心时会哄他开心，永远觉得他最帅，梦里面也会见到他，在她的心里面只有他。
而他也和她的friend 混的not bad. especially the girls. 也因为她们，她和他break 了。
长话说短，他和她的best friend 上床了。酒醉三分醒，她不接受他的解释，也不能forgive 她的best friend。多年的爱情，和friendship, 就这样gone case。
hai... 红颜祸水。
(last sunday....)
"i'm very tired, been crying all day. i'll go to bed now."
"ok. you take care dear. i'll see you soon" 和她聊了这么久，从没听过她说 tired, 都是我说的。她online, 可以聊到4-5am vancouver time....
after that day, 就没有再看到她online.....
Lily已经有好多天没有online 了。
她和他，在一起5年了。他是她friend 的friend。在一个trip 时认识的。在一起5 years了。感情还好。她every morning 会make breakfast 给他。工作时会send sms给他;睡觉之前会想他。等他下班;等他回家;等他过生日;等他过christmas.他送她的每一封信，每一个sms,每一朵玫瑰,每个回忆，她都保留着。Lily对他就像古天乐对张伯之一样:只疼他一个，宠他，不会骗他，答应他的每一件事情都会做到，对他说的每一句话都是真心话；不欺负他，不骂他，相信他；他开心她就陪他开心，他不开心时会哄他开心，永远觉得他最帅，梦里面也会见到他，在她的心里面只有他。
而他也和她的friend 混的not bad. especially the girls. 也因为她们，她和他break 了。
长话说短，他和她的best friend 上床了。酒醉三分醒，她不接受他的解释，也不能forgive 她的best friend。多年的爱情，和friendship, 就这样gone case。
hai... 红颜祸水。
(last sunday....)
"i'm very tired, been crying all day. i'll go to bed now."
"ok. you take care dear. i'll see you soon" 和她聊了这么久，从没听过她说 tired, 都是我说的。她online, 可以聊到4-5am vancouver time....
after that day, 就没有再看到她online.....
Thursday, June 7, 2007
像 You 像 Me
"what mouse walk on 2 legs?"
"errm.... i give up"
"Mickey Mouse!"
"hahahahaha"
"ok, the next question.. what duck walk on 2 legs?"
"Donald Duck!"
"errmm.... all ducks walk on 2 legs. hahahahaha"
"omg! hilarious! lol"
我们天天聊，most of the time 闲聊就会讲冷笑话。不过很可惜, a lot of 冷笑话都是in chinese的，她又看不懂，cultural 也不一样。有a lot of 无聊的冷笑话cannot say. lol.
monday 的时候......
"what are you doing now?"
"me? watching tv. there's a show on tv. last episode. some vampire serial". 我和马小玲的约会，3 times a week 都会有。
"what's that?"
"some cantonese vampire show. about this group of people who are vampire, good vampires, and they battle different things all the time. this is the 3rd season, they are battling fate. i'll send u a pic. :p" 我send 了永恒国度的pic 给她。
"omg! i love this show!"
duh... 她也有看僵尸的meh? oh. 忘了僵尸originally 是cantonese 的。
"yap. we call them chapter movies here. i've finished watching all 3 seasons already."
"me too. this is a re-run. lol. but i still love it all the same." cos i love 马小玲 mah. hmm... 天涯oso cute... lol .... "the love story is nice. it is not as romantic or epic as plots in other movies, but it is interesting nevertheless. imagine! 2 vampires, living forever, together! don't you just wish u and ur bf can be like that!" 直教人生死相许,天南地北双飞燕,老翅几回寒暑,欢乐趣,离别苦,就中更有痴儿女,君应有语,渺万里层云,千山暮雪,指影向谁去.... Deny thy father and refuse thy name;Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet.... 曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前，但我没有珍惜，直到失去以后才后悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此..... 我妈说我memory差，什么事都记不了。exam 时always forget things. but 有些话study 的时候觉得interesting, 都会去背... cos 以后easier to 骗女孩子.... end up 有些东西一背，一辈子都忘不了....
MSN 好像hang 了。我的lily 没有反应.... 我send 了ah boon 一个"oi! boon!"
"what!"
"没事。check check 我的MSN 有没有hang"
"bo liao!"
MSN 没hang leh。荷花妹有事时会 BRB 的。是不是我说了something wrong? 难道她是僵尸?!
"........" 她send 了个点点点
"i don't think that will happen to me. i just broke up with my bf"
"errm.... i give up"
"Mickey Mouse!"
"hahahahaha"
"ok, the next question.. what duck walk on 2 legs?"
"Donald Duck!"
"errmm.... all ducks walk on 2 legs. hahahahaha"
"omg! hilarious! lol"
我们天天聊，most of the time 闲聊就会讲冷笑话。不过很可惜, a lot of 冷笑话都是in chinese的，她又看不懂，cultural 也不一样。有a lot of 无聊的冷笑话cannot say. lol.
monday 的时候......
"what are you doing now?"
"me? watching tv. there's a show on tv. last episode. some vampire serial". 我和马小玲的约会，3 times a week 都会有。
"what's that?"
"some cantonese vampire show. about this group of people who are vampire, good vampires, and they battle different things all the time. this is the 3rd season, they are battling fate. i'll send u a pic. :p" 我send 了永恒国度的pic 给她。
"omg! i love this show!"
duh... 她也有看僵尸的meh? oh. 忘了僵尸originally 是cantonese 的。
"yap. we call them chapter movies here. i've finished watching all 3 seasons already."
"me too. this is a re-run. lol. but i still love it all the same." cos i love 马小玲 mah. hmm... 天涯oso cute... lol .... "the love story is nice. it is not as romantic or epic as plots in other movies, but it is interesting nevertheless. imagine! 2 vampires, living forever, together! don't you just wish u and ur bf can be like that!" 直教人生死相许,天南地北双飞燕,老翅几回寒暑,欢乐趣,离别苦,就中更有痴儿女,君应有语,渺万里层云,千山暮雪,指影向谁去.... Deny thy father and refuse thy name;Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet.... 曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前，但我没有珍惜，直到失去以后才后悔莫及，人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此..... 我妈说我memory差，什么事都记不了。exam 时always forget things. but 有些话study 的时候觉得interesting, 都会去背... cos 以后easier to 骗女孩子.... end up 有些东西一背，一辈子都忘不了....
MSN 好像hang 了。我的lily 没有反应.... 我send 了ah boon 一个"oi! boon!"
"what!"
"没事。check check 我的MSN 有没有hang"
"bo liao!"
MSN 没hang leh。荷花妹有事时会 BRB 的。是不是我说了something wrong? 难道她是僵尸?!
"........" 她send 了个点点点
"i don't think that will happen to me. i just broke up with my bf"
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
歌 song II
大晴天。
这么多人MSN我。你们很鸡婆leh！I already figure out the song了。要知道the name of the song?! 给你们tips 吧。如果还不知道是什么歌then 就 too bad!
我用英文的words, translate 到广东话，就是歌词了。
“难分真与假,
人面多险诈,
几许有共享荣华,
檐畔水滴不分差......”
还有，我现在用的是MSN，不是ICQ lah!
这么多人MSN我。你们很鸡婆leh！I already figure out the song了。要知道the name of the song?! 给你们tips 吧。如果还不知道是什么歌then 就 too bad!
我用英文的words, translate 到广东话，就是歌词了。
“难分真与假,
人面多险诈,
几许有共享荣华,
檐畔水滴不分差......”
还有，我现在用的是MSN，不是ICQ lah!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
歌 song
晴天。炎热的夏天到了吗？
over the past few days, almost 每天都和荷花聊天。
最近market 很好，很容易找工作。我也去try try，就这样找到了a new job。所以现在是tender resignation period，懒懒的，每天只是handover 而已，所以最近都和荷花聊得很久。比和人chit chat 还要多啊!日以继夜，no sleep no rest 的和她聊。
"... and she just go on and on, jumping up and down on the sofa until she broke it! we didn't tell the guy when we left, but I think we cannot sing there anymore. They must have caught it on the video or something." 她在说她last week 去唱karaoke 的事。
"hahahaha. oh no! i must keep you and your friends far far away from my sofa!"
"I am now you moron! I'm half way around the world from you!" 我突然想起了 halfway around the world.. that won't stop me from loving you... halfway around the world... i'll still be feeling the way i do...
荷花是一个很chio 的女孩。一点点瓜子脸，好大的眼睛，好长的eye lash，好可爱的鼻子，好性感的嘴唇.... 和她聊起来，印象是一个活泼开朗的女孩，很涛人喜欢，always think about others。她朋友很多，常常都作一些很crazy的事情。但是很奇怪的事，她都不谈她男朋友的.....
"who's songs do you like?"
"avril lavigne, celin dion, whitney houston..." 什么阿里拉比，西玲地痒.... 我是听933长大的.... "sometimes sheryl crow. what about you?"
"me? I do mandarin, cantonese, korean and japanese.... maybe cos it very asian here..."
"oh really?! I like cantonese songs too. but it is kind of hard to get them here in van. i can converse but i can't read or write, except my own name. its quite difficult to find the CDs here too, and I can't find the mp3 online."
"hmm... which song do you want? I can try to find the mp3 for you. i can type in chinese, it is easier to search in chinese"
"hmm. there is this song i like a lot. it is an old song really. my mom likes it a lot, so i kinda get influenced..... Can you help me, darling?"
升级了，变大铃了。ring... ring... ring....
"do you know the title?"
"no... i can sing it though. but i can't write."
"ok. you can sing and record into your computer and send me the file. i can listen to your voice and try to figure out the song at the same time!"
"hahaha i don't want to spoil my mic or break your speakers! lol"
"......"
"ok, let me see. the song goes like this... nam fun zarn e car, yarn mint door something something, gay she yout gong dong weng wa..."
"hahahahah there is no way i can figure that out!!!"
"awww... pleaseeee........"
自古英雄难过美人关，美人撒娇铁汉软。用这一招，江山都可以给你了。 "ok.. ok... i'll try..."
"awwww thank you! mmmmmmmuah!"
电子 kiss, 通过internet, 通过monitor explode 了出来。这种感觉，就像夏天的海滩；鞋里的沙，习习的海风，咸咸的海水在嘴边....
*snap* *snap* 醒醒！oh no.... 又在daydream 了。
咳，没办法，帮她找吧....... 我总是心太软... 心太软.......
over the past few days, almost 每天都和荷花聊天。
最近market 很好，很容易找工作。我也去try try，就这样找到了a new job。所以现在是tender resignation period，懒懒的，每天只是handover 而已，所以最近都和荷花聊得很久。比和人chit chat 还要多啊!日以继夜，no sleep no rest 的和她聊。
"... and she just go on and on, jumping up and down on the sofa until she broke it! we didn't tell the guy when we left, but I think we cannot sing there anymore. They must have caught it on the video or something." 她在说她last week 去唱karaoke 的事。
"hahahaha. oh no! i must keep you and your friends far far away from my sofa!"
"I am now you moron! I'm half way around the world from you!" 我突然想起了 halfway around the world.. that won't stop me from loving you... halfway around the world... i'll still be feeling the way i do...
荷花是一个很chio 的女孩。一点点瓜子脸，好大的眼睛，好长的eye lash，好可爱的鼻子，好性感的嘴唇.... 和她聊起来，印象是一个活泼开朗的女孩，很涛人喜欢，always think about others。她朋友很多，常常都作一些很crazy的事情。但是很奇怪的事，她都不谈她男朋友的.....
"who's songs do you like?"
"avril lavigne, celin dion, whitney houston..." 什么阿里拉比，西玲地痒.... 我是听933长大的.... "sometimes sheryl crow. what about you?"
"me? I do mandarin, cantonese, korean and japanese.... maybe cos it very asian here..."
"oh really?! I like cantonese songs too. but it is kind of hard to get them here in van. i can converse but i can't read or write, except my own name. its quite difficult to find the CDs here too, and I can't find the mp3 online."
"hmm... which song do you want? I can try to find the mp3 for you. i can type in chinese, it is easier to search in chinese"
"hmm. there is this song i like a lot. it is an old song really. my mom likes it a lot, so i kinda get influenced..... Can you help me, darling?"
升级了，变大铃了。ring... ring... ring....
"do you know the title?"
"no... i can sing it though. but i can't write."
"ok. you can sing and record into your computer and send me the file. i can listen to your voice and try to figure out the song at the same time!"
"hahaha i don't want to spoil my mic or break your speakers! lol"
"......"
"ok, let me see. the song goes like this... nam fun zarn e car, yarn mint door something something, gay she yout gong dong weng wa..."
"hahahahah there is no way i can figure that out!!!"
"awww... pleaseeee........"
自古英雄难过美人关，美人撒娇铁汉软。用这一招，江山都可以给你了。 "ok.. ok... i'll try..."
"awwww thank you! mmmmmmmuah!"
电子 kiss, 通过internet, 通过monitor explode 了出来。这种感觉，就像夏天的海滩；鞋里的沙，习习的海风，咸咸的海水在嘴边....
*snap* *snap* 醒醒！oh no.... 又在daydream 了。
咳，没办法，帮她找吧....... 我总是心太软... 心太软.......
Friday, May 25, 2007
斯坦利公园 stanley park
"hello my dear prince!" 她又在msg我了。 "how are you?"
"hello my dear water lily" 以比之道，还施比身。我是她的dear, 那么她也是我的dear lor.
"aiya, don't call me dear. I will blush"
我这时起了疑心。"aiya? this is not in the english language right?"
我还以为她是ang mo。原来她是asian 来的。她妈(ops)是vietnamese, 她爸是hong konger，所以不只会english, 也会一点点vietnamese，而家中是讲cantonese的。在canada出世的她，在学校只学英文，而中文是自己学的，所以只会看一点点。她喜欢听英文歌，因为家里是说广东话，所以也会听广东歌from hong kong。 wow... so interesting...
"... you're not bad yourself, you speak English, Mandarin, Hainanese and Japanese"
"aiya, you are making me blush" 哈哈哈
她是在canada customs工作的，同时也在一所high school教书。爸爸开餐馆。平时喜欢逛街，看戏，听歌，biking。
"i like to cycle too. we have a place called east coast park, almost everyone goes there at least once in a while to cycle".
"everyone?"
"yap. cos this is a small country. someone once mention if you drive your car in the fourth gear, the car will plunge into the sea. hahaha"
"hahaha. who is the person? some comedian?"
"no... a prime minister of another country.... lol"
"hahaha, the States poke fun of us all the time."
"ditto" 和她聊了几天，england 也变powerful了。
在vancouver，也有个像east coast park的地方，叫stanley park。
hmmm... 真的好像oh! 斯坦利公园... stanley park...
In 1886, Vancouver's first City Council made a momentous decision by petitioning the Federal Government to lease 1,000 acres of a largely logged peninsula for park and recreation purposes. Following the establishment of the fledgling city's first official "greenspace", Council decided to set up an autonomous and separately elected committee to govern all park and recreation matters in Vancouver. And so the Vancouver Board of Parks & Recreation was born, the only elected body of its kind in Canada. The system now includes more than 200 parks (over 1300 hectares) but its heart remains in the cool, lush, evergreen oasis of Stanley Park, named for Lord Stanley, Governor General of Canada in 1888 when the park was officially opened.
Yearly visits to this, North America's third largest urban core park, are estimated at eight million people. Originally home to Burrard, Musqueam and Squamish First Nations people, Stanley Park as you see it today was not one designer's grand scheme but more an evolution of a pioneer city's hopes and dreams; a place for its citizens to recreate themselves through active sport or passive repose.
哇kao, 我们的east coast park cannot fight. history 没有人家的久, land 没人家的大。 哈哈哈
"hello my dear water lily" 以比之道，还施比身。我是她的dear, 那么她也是我的dear lor.
"aiya, don't call me dear. I will blush"
我这时起了疑心。"aiya? this is not in the english language right?"
我还以为她是ang mo。原来她是asian 来的。她妈(ops)是vietnamese, 她爸是hong konger，所以不只会english, 也会一点点vietnamese，而家中是讲cantonese的。在canada出世的她，在学校只学英文，而中文是自己学的，所以只会看一点点。她喜欢听英文歌，因为家里是说广东话，所以也会听广东歌from hong kong。 wow... so interesting...
"... you're not bad yourself, you speak English, Mandarin, Hainanese and Japanese"
"aiya, you are making me blush" 哈哈哈
她是在canada customs工作的，同时也在一所high school教书。爸爸开餐馆。平时喜欢逛街，看戏，听歌，biking。
"i like to cycle too. we have a place called east coast park, almost everyone goes there at least once in a while to cycle".
"everyone?"
"yap. cos this is a small country. someone once mention if you drive your car in the fourth gear, the car will plunge into the sea. hahaha"
"hahaha. who is the person? some comedian?"
"no... a prime minister of another country.... lol"
"hahaha, the States poke fun of us all the time."
"ditto" 和她聊了几天，england 也变powerful了。
在vancouver，也有个像east coast park的地方，叫stanley park。
hmmm... 真的好像oh! 斯坦利公园... stanley park...
In 1886, Vancouver's first City Council made a momentous decision by petitioning the Federal Government to lease 1,000 acres of a largely logged peninsula for park and recreation purposes. Following the establishment of the fledgling city's first official "greenspace", Council decided to set up an autonomous and separately elected committee to govern all park and recreation matters in Vancouver. And so the Vancouver Board of Parks & Recreation was born, the only elected body of its kind in Canada. The system now includes more than 200 parks (over 1300 hectares) but its heart remains in the cool, lush, evergreen oasis of Stanley Park, named for Lord Stanley, Governor General of Canada in 1888 when the park was officially opened.
Yearly visits to this, North America's third largest urban core park, are estimated at eight million people. Originally home to Burrard, Musqueam and Squamish First Nations people, Stanley Park as you see it today was not one designer's grand scheme but more an evolution of a pioneer city's hopes and dreams; a place for its citizens to recreate themselves through active sport or passive repose.
哇kao, 我们的east coast park cannot fight. history 没有人家的久, land 没人家的大。 哈哈哈
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
荷花 lily
雨天。
今天，荷花来到了我的世界。
Afternoon 的时候，在ICQ 逛逛, 又在看有没有人还在ICQ 上，找个stranger 吧。真没心情work。
"Oh Oh", 我的ICQ叫了。哇 weird leh, 通常都是我search 人，都很少遇到人家search 我的。
"hello" 一个叫荷花的在msg 我。
"hi. intro?"
"f 26. u?" 哇seh! cha bor leh! so good... got ger find me... 不知道是真实假。usually internet 都有pervert 扮 chabor, 很无聊hor....
"m 27 :) nice to meet you!"
"how are you?"
"fine. fine. you? where are you from?"
"i'm ok.. i guess... i'm from canada" 这女孩是真的吗?! ang mo leh! 有女孩找我已经不常见了，还有canada 的ang mo?! 哇 我要中toto 了。hmm... 看起来好像心情不是很还，难怪这么无聊找人聊天。
"wow. i've never been to canada before, but i think its a nice place. i'm from singapore"
"i know. i saw your details." 不会吧。就这样，没有下一句了？那我怎么接下去啊。
"so which part of canada are you from?"
"vancouver" 快手快脚，上网找vancouver 的weather. BINGO! 9 degrees.
"must be cold isnt it, 9 degrees now"
"yea. lol. you are fast aren't you."
"lol, well i got to find something to talk about right?" 厉害吧！but 还不知道是不是真的女孩。
"yes. it is pretty cold here. not freezing like last week, but still cold. so, tell me about singapore. what are you working as?"
"i'm a programmer with a tiny little company. singapore? pretty much a boring place. there's nothing much to see here. except maybe one or two man made stuff and that's it. you havent been here before right?" 算了。就当他是个真的chabor 吧。反正我现在很无聊。打发时间吧。
"no. i've got a few friends who are from singapore. online friends. just like you. they told me a lot about singapore, and i am very interested about your country too. so i did a search for everyone in singapore who are online and send hellos to them. you will not believe the number of people who replied. none!"
"hahaha.... my dear, that's because no one uses ICQ anymore" 哇 这女孩是什么年代的，不知道没人用ICQ了吗。
"i know. pretty sad, isn't it. it has this nice feature where you can find someone randomly to chat with". hmm... 英雄所见略同。
"i totally agree...."
"i gtg. my bf is calling. i'll talk to you soon, ok?"
"ok. see ya!" 又是个cheap thrill 的，说每到几句就走了。算了。也不把她加进我的friends list里了。这种都加，我的ICQ 就爆了。
今天，荷花来到了我的世界。
Afternoon 的时候，在ICQ 逛逛, 又在看有没有人还在ICQ 上，找个stranger 吧。真没心情work。
"Oh Oh", 我的ICQ叫了。哇 weird leh, 通常都是我search 人，都很少遇到人家search 我的。
"hello" 一个叫荷花的在msg 我。
"hi. intro?"
"f 26. u?" 哇seh! cha bor leh! so good... got ger find me... 不知道是真实假。usually internet 都有pervert 扮 chabor, 很无聊hor....
"m 27 :) nice to meet you!"
"how are you?"
"fine. fine. you? where are you from?"
"i'm ok.. i guess... i'm from canada" 这女孩是真的吗?! ang mo leh! 有女孩找我已经不常见了，还有canada 的ang mo?! 哇 我要中toto 了。hmm... 看起来好像心情不是很还，难怪这么无聊找人聊天。
"wow. i've never been to canada before, but i think its a nice place. i'm from singapore"
"i know. i saw your details." 不会吧。就这样，没有下一句了？那我怎么接下去啊。
"so which part of canada are you from?"
"vancouver" 快手快脚，上网找vancouver 的weather. BINGO! 9 degrees.
"must be cold isnt it, 9 degrees now"
"yea. lol. you are fast aren't you."
"lol, well i got to find something to talk about right?" 厉害吧！but 还不知道是不是真的女孩。
"yes. it is pretty cold here. not freezing like last week, but still cold. so, tell me about singapore. what are you working as?"
"i'm a programmer with a tiny little company. singapore? pretty much a boring place. there's nothing much to see here. except maybe one or two man made stuff and that's it. you havent been here before right?" 算了。就当他是个真的chabor 吧。反正我现在很无聊。打发时间吧。
"no. i've got a few friends who are from singapore. online friends. just like you. they told me a lot about singapore, and i am very interested about your country too. so i did a search for everyone in singapore who are online and send hellos to them. you will not believe the number of people who replied. none!"
"hahaha.... my dear, that's because no one uses ICQ anymore" 哇 这女孩是什么年代的，不知道没人用ICQ了吗。
"i know. pretty sad, isn't it. it has this nice feature where you can find someone randomly to chat with". hmm... 英雄所见略同。
"i totally agree...."
"i gtg. my bf is calling. i'll talk to you soon, ok?"
"ok. see ya!" 又是个cheap thrill 的，说每到几句就走了。算了。也不把她加进我的friends list里了。这种都加，我的ICQ 就爆了。
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
累 shag
雨天。
昨晚meet 了一个friend online on ICQ. 好久没上ICQ 了。都没有人在ICQ anymore。 but 上去是因为要找些朋友的email。看到了lin。
"oi, why you still on ICQ? so ancient liao u still use ah?"
"look who's talking" lin 说 "you got MSN or not, u ancient ah peh"
"of course lah! come here to grab some email address only. i actually like ICQ, can search for strangers to chit chat. msn cannot. sometimes bored mah, want to find people to chat. so i still use icq lor." then 我就给了lin 我的msn
"so late liao still awake ah?" lin 在msn msg 我.
"hai, cannot sleep leh. damn bored. nvm, going to koon now"
"ok good night"
我真的很无聊对吗? but 有时和stranger 聊天很interesting 的。我有好多朋友是在ICQ search 出来的 oh! lin 也是其中之一。
昨晚meet 了一个friend online on ICQ. 好久没上ICQ 了。都没有人在ICQ anymore。 but 上去是因为要找些朋友的email。看到了lin。
"oi, why you still on ICQ? so ancient liao u still use ah?"
"look who's talking" lin 说 "you got MSN or not, u ancient ah peh"
"of course lah! come here to grab some email address only. i actually like ICQ, can search for strangers to chit chat. msn cannot. sometimes bored mah, want to find people to chat. so i still use icq lor." then 我就给了lin 我的msn
"so late liao still awake ah?" lin 在msn msg 我.
"hai, cannot sleep leh. damn bored. nvm, going to koon now"
"ok good night"
我真的很无聊对吗? but 有时和stranger 聊天很interesting 的。我有好多朋友是在ICQ search 出来的 oh! lin 也是其中之一。
Monday, April 30, 2007
鲸鱼， whale
晴天。
今天真累，yesterday night 和娜吃 supper. 是我第一次meet娜. 天啊, 又是一条鲸鱼。
我是王子。ok, actually 我不是。这是我MSN的nick. 为什么叫王子呢? 我也不懂. 就是以前的女朋友取的吧。她说我是她的王子，而她是天堂鸟公主。I still dont understand，天堂鸟很好看meh?! break off 了后我就lonely 了。以前可忙了，她住Jurong, 我住Sengkang，每次出门都送她回家，每天都出门。My friends 都说我是神经病, so far still send her home everyday. 她的friend都说sure or not, he so good meh。往事了，因为my fault, 失去了我的天堂鸟公主。
孤独的生活实在太terrible 了。weekend, at night, during holidays 都要烦找人找节目, if not 就waste the whole day play computer game at home 了。太没life 了。所以就开始找我的next 公主。
I think 我不是很难看，只是有一点点chubby。女孩子都说好抱。yea right. 上班下班，没事做就上MSN, 上ICQ 找找single female，看看有没有luck. who knows?! there will always be other girls as lonely as me right? that's where the trouble begin...
我每次被骗。send photo 来时 look quite pretty. usually 我知道她们都 always a bit plump one. if 身材好的charbo, by now 都被chop lor。I where got chance..... but 每一次meet up 后才realise, 她们send的photo 是 5 years ago 的，是studio的。真人好whale....
Whale... 鲸鱼... 都好大只... 压着我，我不是被压扁! 有些并不难看，有些还很漂亮，but i cannot bring myself to stead with someone bigger size than me leh... 我会自卑的。我要求不高，but at least normal size 一点嘛!!!
娜是我在online谈了quite long 的一个。看了photo... ok 吧，应该有70kg, estimated. 还过的去。样子有一点像我的last 2nd gf. 好吧，let meet.
so last night 我就去meet 她吃supper聊天.... but horrors of horrors, 她..... 她应该有100kg 吧！她的胸还比我的头大！ oh my god... no no... this will not be my next 公主。but just like online, 她的personality 很好，很好聊天，but 男人是superficial 的! 我可以accept up to a certain limit, but this is out of my league! 虽然说this is not my type, but 我们也从9点聊到2am! so as a friend 还可以... as a gf... err....
看看这video 吧.... 我没这么伟大.... "This kind of guy is hard to find"
今天真累，yesterday night 和娜吃 supper. 是我第一次meet娜. 天啊, 又是一条鲸鱼。
我是王子。ok, actually 我不是。这是我MSN的nick. 为什么叫王子呢? 我也不懂. 就是以前的女朋友取的吧。她说我是她的王子，而她是天堂鸟公主。I still dont understand，天堂鸟很好看meh?! break off 了后我就lonely 了。以前可忙了，她住Jurong, 我住Sengkang，每次出门都送她回家，每天都出门。My friends 都说我是神经病, so far still send her home everyday. 她的friend都说sure or not, he so good meh。往事了，因为my fault, 失去了我的天堂鸟公主。
孤独的生活实在太terrible 了。weekend, at night, during holidays 都要烦找人找节目, if not 就waste the whole day play computer game at home 了。太没life 了。所以就开始找我的next 公主。
I think 我不是很难看，只是有一点点chubby。女孩子都说好抱。yea right. 上班下班，没事做就上MSN, 上ICQ 找找single female，看看有没有luck. who knows?! there will always be other girls as lonely as me right? that's where the trouble begin...
我每次被骗。send photo 来时 look quite pretty. usually 我知道她们都 always a bit plump one. if 身材好的charbo, by now 都被chop lor。I where got chance..... but 每一次meet up 后才realise, 她们send的photo 是 5 years ago 的，是studio的。真人好whale....
Whale... 鲸鱼... 都好大只... 压着我，我不是被压扁! 有些并不难看，有些还很漂亮，but i cannot bring myself to stead with someone bigger size than me leh... 我会自卑的。我要求不高，but at least normal size 一点嘛!!!
娜是我在online谈了quite long 的一个。看了photo... ok 吧，应该有70kg, estimated. 还过的去。样子有一点像我的last 2nd gf. 好吧，let meet.
so last night 我就去meet 她吃supper聊天.... but horrors of horrors, 她..... 她应该有100kg 吧！她的胸还比我的头大！ oh my god... no no... this will not be my next 公主。but just like online, 她的personality 很好，很好聊天，but 男人是superficial 的! 我可以accept up to a certain limit, but this is out of my league! 虽然说this is not my type, but 我们也从9点聊到2am! so as a friend 还可以... as a gf... err....
看看这video 吧.... 我没这么伟大.... "This kind of guy is hard to find"
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